Finding Peace AfterWar
A soldier who knows the sound of battle and the voice of God.
CH RIck
7/18/20253 min read


“He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth. He breaks the bow and shatters the spear; he burns the shields with fire. Be still, and know that I am God…” – Psalm 46:9-10
Coming home from war isn’t just about location—it’s about your soul finding its way back from a place most people can’t imagine. The battlefield might be behind you, but the war can continue inside. Just as it has for many veterans who have fought in numerous ways over the years..
But I’m not the first warrior to wrestle with inner conflict after the battles are over. Throughout history, many soldiers and leaders have faced similar struggles, confronting the emotional and psychological scars left by war. King David, Israel’s most celebrated soldier, knew this struggle intimately. He was a man after God’s own heart, yes, but he was also a man of blood, burden, and brokenness. His life was a tapestry of triumph and tragedy, marked by fierce battles, profound remorse, and a longing for peace amid chaos.
David’s hands were calloused from battle. His victories were many, but so were his wounds—both physical and spiritual. He fought giants and armies, but his greatest battles were internal: guilt, grief, and the heavy consequences of his choices. People sang songs about how many people he killed, echoing his reputation across the land, ...
“My guilt has overwhelmed me like a burden too heavy to bear.” – Psalm 38:4
I’ve prayed that prayer more times than I can count.
Like David, I have experienced both the strength of a warrior and the vulnerability of being wounded. I have worn my uniform proudly, feeling the honor of service, yet I have also known moments of private breakdown and doubt. Medals may adorn my chest, but the weight of regret and reflection still lingers in my spirit. I find myself asking the same heartfelt questions David did in the wilderness:
“How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever?” (Psalm 13:1)
But here’s the truth: God didn’t leave David in the wilderness—and He didn’t leave me there either.
God Restores Warriors
David’s story is a powerful testament to how God restores—even after wars, betrayals, and moral failures. Despite all that, God doesn’t discard warriors; He restores them. He still calls him chosen, beloved, and grants him peace.
“He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.” – Psalm 23:3
That’s what I’ve learned: peace doesn’t come when the world quiets down; it comes when we let God speak louder than the noise inside.
You’re Not Disqualified
If you’re a veteran, perhaps you’ve felt like David did, unworthy, worn out, or even too broken to be useful again. But God doesn’t retire warriors; He redeploys them. Look at David: even after war and failure, God used him to lead, worship, and compose songs that have healed millions, including me. Your scars are not the end of your story; they are where God begins to write redemption.
Finding Peace Starts with Surrender
One of David’s most significant acts of strength wasn’t with a sword; it was when he laid it down. He learned to worship. To wait. To trust. That’s been my journey, too. I had to stop fighting the war within me and start handing it over to the One who already won.
“Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.” – Psalm 51:10
God's incredible grace and power were at work for David, and that same divine support and blessing are being extended to me today. I believe with certainty that He is doing it for me just as He did for David, and I am confident that He will do it for you too, offering you the same favor, strength, and guidance.
A Prayer for the Warrior Who’s Tired
Lord, You know the weight I carry. You saw me on the battlefield, and You see me now in the silence. Like David, I cry out for peace. Restore what’s been broken. Heal what still hurts. Please give me the strength to lay down what I was never meant to carry. Make me whole. Amen.
You're not alone, veteran. You're not forgotten. And you're never too far from God's peace.
Let David’s story remind you: You can be both a warrior and a worshiper. You can survive and be restored. You can know war, and still find peace.
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